It is officially 2011. This is my year. I have spent the last 2 years regrowing, rethinking and reestablishing myself. I am like a high functioning 2.0 version of the woman i once was. I still occasionally over think and underplan, but I am getting where I need to be. Sitting in my 1 bedroom apartment surrounded by nothing, but the sound of my own voice and the sounds I decide to surround myself with, I realize that my life is what I make it. Why pressure yourself about things that really don't matter. I have spent the last year spooked. So worried that my life would pass me by. I have spent the last year mad and scared, two things that I am not sure got me where I needed to be I'm over that. I had a revelation today that has given me quite a bit of power. This is who I am.
I have spent the last 6 years battling with the person that I am. I am wired differently. when I look at situation I can decide my plan of action in almost 2 minutes. I know what I want to do and I usually know the steps to get me there. I am impulsive, more than most people are willing to admit. I take risks, I follow my head...unlike most. I follow my logic. I have a plan...for almost everything the chaos comes from figuring out how to best meet my goals. It is my impulsive personaliy that makes me successful and it is my overthinking that gets me there. Maybe this is the year to stop thinking and to start living...in the moment. Wrapped up in being myself and finding happiness. I am committed to wrapping myself in happiness and letting the cards fall where they may. Wish me luck!
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