Games of All Sorts

New date: New date. I had solemnly sworn of dating. I was dead set on avoiding dates. Men seem to be strange and all and all not the kind of people I am looking for. But for some unknown reason last night I made and exception. Last night I went on a date with a tall 30 something fellow, we had messaged for weeks, and text for weeks, and I had almost let this one end in frustration and irritation, but something. Boredom Maybe. Made me set a date. I met him at the Legends, we went to Dave and Busters. I typically hate games and such, but something about this ginger character made me feel like I needed to have fun. I blame it on the idea that he is a PE teacher, and he was probably judging me on my every move...in which case this might be our last date. We ended the night with no kiss, just a weird side hug. I felt a good vibe, but I guess I was wrong...with men you never never know.

In and out. As much as it shouldn't be love is a little like changing panties. How can you love someone and want someone to be your person, but still not want to take the jump to try it...seems like a disaster waiting to happen.