An now a word from Ludacris

What a mess. I am no longer in denial. I am a self saboteur...I act shocked when things fall apart, however I am at the route of destroying them. I had a NIGHTMARE last night that made me realize just how crazy I am. I am done destroying the things I love. I am done destroying prospects in my life and I am done blowing things out of proportion. I am single by my own doing. I remain single by my own...questionable decisions. Cleaning it up appears to be the only option...Wish me luck!