Today is a new day. All of the stories of the past are done. The worst lies you tell are the lies that you tell to yourself. Over the last couple of months I've been on a journey to build my foundation. However, I think that I may have had a couple things wrong. I found a job I liked that made me happy, house that will work for now, and an assortment of things that make me happy. I thought that all that I was left was to find a man who fit into the puzzle. Wrong. It takes more than a month or two of a trial experience to figure yourself. I need to focus on making me happy. Filling my life with perfection and achieving milestones all on my own. I can start my job all on my own. I can buy a house all on my own, I don't need anyone else. New goals and new mile markers.
Objective 1: Lose 25 lbs by August 4th. Starting a my new job with a new body that was trimmed and shaped would give me the chance to start as a whole new person. Not to help someone else or make someone else happy, but because I deserve to have a smoking body for Jena's wedding and my new life.
Objective 2: Calm my personality. t times I come across loud and abrasive, which is not the personality that I have all the time. Getting too loud send the wrong signal. I am not calming my spirit for someone else I am calming it because it represents me better.
Objective 3: Organize information. Whether it be personal or professional. Organizing my information will give me more control.
Objective 4: STOP ANALYZING! Enjoy life as it is, stop trying to focus on the why.
Objective 5: Let go of your cell phone! My cell phone isn't nearly as important as I act like it is. I don't have to be connected to everyone and everything all the time. Learn to be free and happy alone.
Alright, it is time to love my life and enjoy growing. I can't stress out about time passing and "growing up". It's going to happen whether I freak out or not, so I need to just learn to enjoy life.
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