D-O-N-E

That's it. I'm done. The more time I spend with the general population the more willing I am to make the statement that I am no longer a relationship girl. i was always the girl who rocked a boyfriend for the "long term", but ever since my lest relationcrazy I can't seem to make a come back. And to top it all off I'm not sure how I feel about it. I know that relationships are about give and take, but I honestly am not in the mood to give or take. I am in the mood to be stubborn. I'm in the mood to be comfortable and right now I am only comfortable with myself. I can't seem to get past the awkward "gamey" bullshit of any relationship (male or female) in my life. I don't really want to be alone. I cant to be able to be myself and surround myself with people who like that about me. I spend time right now with C and Char they've been my friends (and not my friends) for long enough that they know me, they get how I work and they don't bull shit me. At the risk of bringing my mother to tears...for the second time tonight...I've had it. I'm fed up. I'm taking care of me and my friends and if someone stumbles onto my path who can keep up I'll pay attention to them. Otherwise consider me the Lone Ranger.