the saga continues...

we'll it's all over now. I graduated from college and here i am preparing to embark on the next page of my life. i don't know where i'm going. i don't exactly know where i am suppose to be, but i think that this adventure might turn into a beautiful thing. i have interview and subbing lined up. and fingers crossed something pans out. as i get ready to start life as an adult i am beginning to realize that the term "adult" means a lot of things. i need to make sure that i am making adult decisions. however, i sometimes wonder what that means. does that mean that i make decisions that i have seen adults make, or do i make decisions that the adults i want to become make. i want to be successful and put together, but what kind of work does it take to get there. more honestly, what type of mistakes does it take to get there? i really hope that i will be able to straighten this out and figure out where i'm headed. the question it leaves me asking is can you live the life you want to live, or will you always fall into the place people have made for you?