Like one million times before your heart is full of crazy and nonsense. If you could be like every other girl the world would be a wonderful place. You would find a man, he would fall in love with him. Because that's really what everyone wants and you would live happily ever after. However you are not looking for happily ever after. You cringe at RomComs and the thought of your own life becoming one is infuriating to you. As you hunt Pinterest and StumbleUpon things you collect quotes that inspire you, you realize that the words you are looking for don't seem to come up in quotes.
Where is the advice for the girl who doesn't feel it? Where are the quotes for the girl who can't imagine trusting anyone ever again? Where are quotes for the girls who says the things she's suppose to say but, doesn't know if she believes them? I want so bad to be over it. It's been 3 years, and it's time to move forward, but to what. Nothing is real, even things that seem real aren't. It's one series of trial by fire after another. I pour into ideas with the intention of making them real...but I never believe in them, I never put weight in them and my brain destroys ideas before they have the chance to fully develop. While Rapunzel sat in her tour waiting to be rescued from and evil queen; I instead I sit in a tower that I've built for myself. I am the only one who can let my hair down, so while I wait with my heair wrapped tight and no desire to undo anything. They (being the 1 million men who have tried to make it work) stand at the base shouting and throwing and it all seems like a trick...is it thought only time will tell...The true irony is that it doesn't matter who's at the base of the tower the only person who can save me is my self...
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