I've sub-come to trap that calls to almost all 20 something girls. I've given in to quoting Sex in the City and referencing it, as if it was my real life. I'm sure I'm not the first, and I obviously won't be the last. The question I have started to ask myself is, am I creating a self fulfilling prophecy.
Is thinking that you are going through a drought, because you're well...a hater, make you a hater. I feel like it might. How pathetic is it that I am giving myself pep talks before I go out in public.
Scenario 1: "Okay Ashley, You can do this!!!"
Scenario 2: "Who are you and why are you so bitter? For pete's sake go out tonight and try to be nice to someone"
Scenario 3: {No words, just a mental image of me laying in a pile of laundry in my closet, crying}
It's funny how talking to a newly single friend, about the single life, can help you get back in touch with your point of view. So here I go. I know that I've made this proclomation 1,000,000 times, but this time I mean it...kind of. I am going to be a nice girl. Not a pseudo nice girl, but a real genuine nice girl...or at least I'm going to be trying.
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